Sick and Tired or Tired and Sick

Right now I'm at a point where my nerves are so high that they are making me feel physically sick. Even though to most people class president is just a dumb title, to me it is so much more. To me class president is the opportunity to bring our class closer and create a bond through events, activities, and fundraisers. It's the chance to create something that makes others happy (prom). I want to be class president, and I know I have a great chance at winning, but the idea of not winning is making me nauseous. I feel overwhelmed. As I sit in my chair appearing cool, calm and collected, inside I am frantically panicking. Inside it's like an elementary play ground at lunch the day after Halloween. Ugh is all I can say.